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May. 28th, 2015

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This is where I dump my thoughts, feel free to read.
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Mar. 13th, 2017

panda

Bwisit ka

Why do you keep finding ways to break my heart and hurt me Roi? And yet here I am, missing you terribly. This is stupid, I'm very stupid.

[Stupid]

Pwede ba tuparin mo naman yung mga pinagsasabi mo sa mga letters mo noon? Galing mo lang nung sinusuyo mo ako eh! :( Ako naman si uto-uto bwisit :( Bakit ba hindi mo magawa yun? Pero para sa iba nagawa mo noon?

Mahal mo ba talaga ako?

Nagd-doubt na naman ako kasi bakit ganito na ang nangyayai sa atin? Bakit palala tayo ng palala? Gusto ko nang tumigil oh pero hindi ko naman kaya. Bakit kasi kailangan may masaktan? Bakit ako pa?

Isa pa tong Nelfredo na to, tarantado. Tangina niya pasakit sa buhay bakit ba kasi siya pa naging tatay. I wanna fucking die whenever I see him.

Nakakasuka siya, nakakadiri, nakakagalit, nakakabwisit, putang ina niya!!!!!!! Mamatay na siya!!!!!! Hayop siya!!!!!!!!! SANA DI NA LANG AKO NABUHAY KUNG SIYA LANG NAMAN MAGIGING MAGULANG KO HAYOP SIYA!!!!!! MAMATAY NA SIYA!!!!!!!!! PUTANG INA!!!!!!!!

BWISIT NA BUHAY!!!!! BWISIT KANG HAYOP KA!!!!!!! MAMATAY KA NA TANGINA MO!!!!!!!


Mar. 8th, 2017

Current Read: Tired and Wired

TIRED AND WIRED
Teastallpanda


[Whut]
Masaquette# yun eh, kaya maganda, sige na, malapait na nga ako matapos eh. Hayy.

Mar. 7th, 2017

My toes, my knees, my shoulder, my head~~

[Lahat masaquette]

Joke lang, sa toes wala, oa lang hahahaha. Pero sa knees meron. Kasi yung ilang step sa Growl ng EXO, kailangan ng biglng luhod ganern, eh sila may kneepads ~ene~ bv no. Ayun ako, dahil malakas noon, go lang ng go, kahit di naman kailangan, go, di nagiingat, napabayaan, kaya ayan, pag si knees nalamigan, masaquette#

Si shoulder naman, right shoulder extending sa colar bones ko, masaquette# din but for reasons unknown. Alam mo yung, dumating lang siya ng sa di ko maintindihang kadahilanan? Nakakainis. Ajujuju. Pero feel ko, feel ko lang ah, dahil siguro to sa kakasulat at nastrain sya, tapos madadaganan kapag matutulog na. Edi ayun, kaya siguro sumasakit.

Si head? Ayun. Head pa rin pero nakakainis lang hahaha kasi imbes na tumulong pinapalala lang yung sakit. Kainis.

Mar. 2nd, 2017

queen, wild's high

Million reasons

I HAVE A HUNDRED MILLION REASONS TO WALK AWAY,
but baby i just need one, good one, to stay.

Feb. 18th, 2017

ayaw niya raw sa bad girls

[so ayaw niya sayo]

Bad girl ka kasi diba? Kasi di ka sumusunod sa magulang mo, di ka nakikinig sa kanila. Ayaw mo rin sumunod sa batas, sa normal. Di ka rin sumusunod sa mga kaibigan mo.

Siya na rin nagsabi, "Bad girl."

Tinanong ko siya kanina sa trike kung ayaw niya nga sa bad girls. Ayaw niya raw kasi maraming kumplikasyon. Marami akong kumplikasyon na dala kasi di rin ako stable sa lahat ng aspeto ng buhay ko. Hahahaha. I should just die.

Bakit di pa kasi ako namatay? Bakit pa ako pinanganak? Ugh, ito na naman laman ng post ko. Me wanting to die. Dammit. I just want to be happy and free, mahirap ba yun?

Tanga ko rin kasi eh, di ako nakikinig, di ako nagaayos, di ko inaayos buhay ko. Oo na, my fault.

Finished Reading: When you're like, 5 dead (8 dead out of six dead to be exact).



[ajujujuju]
Title: When you're like, 5 dead (8 dead out of six dead to be exact).

Description: Kyungsoo was like those mystery flavour gums with the black packaging, all sleek mysterious mystery with little rectangular packets of tangy gum. Except Lu Han dreaded knowing what flavour it was. It was fine, anyways, until he started bringing cute, dead people into the picture.

First XIUHAN fic of the year? And it's supernatural themed like, Minseok is a ghost? T___T Ayun. Umapaw ang feels men kasi naman eeehh huhuhuhuhu. Sakit sa kokoro, nakakamiss momshiiee! Um, wala naman na akong masabi. Basta ang ganda niya ;;;;;;;

Answer for question 4609.

Are you currently in love? At what moment was it that you knew you were in love?
I am currently in love. His name is Roi and he is my boyfriend. I think it's a shame I only found it out recently, because of some stupid prank, to realize my feelings for him despite being together for more than a year. It was during a bomb scare at our university and he was just literally coming home from a three-day relief operation in a province devastated by a typhoon. He's the EIC of our uni's media group and as they just got off the bus, bam! He was pulled to cover it. He didn't finish it though, being tired from travelling. Imagine twelve hours land travel in a bus?! Ah, but anyway, I was really scared that time... I've been honestly not feeling ~us~ anymore so... yeah, realizations. Hehe.

Feb. 15th, 2017

queen, wild's high

Conceal dont feel dont let it show

[Frozen heart]

Bleng,

Wag kang timang. Oo sige, gawin mong mantra na ikimkim mo lahat ng nararamdaman mo pero wag mong ipagsabi kasi it defeats the purpose of wihtholding the information from them. Pak! Ayon nga kay Momshie Elsa, "Don't let them in, don't let them see, be the good girl you always have to be. Conceal, don't feel, put on a show." Oh ganon!

Stop bringing everyone trouble! Tama na ang more than once! Pagod ka na rin diba? Well, ako rin eh. Pagod na pagod. Hang on! You'll get out of this soon, I promise!

Smile ka na lang! Pag di mo na kaya, leave tapos saka ka umiyak mag-isa. Wag ka nang magpakita ng negative emote sa iba kasi baka ano pa ang sabihin nila.

Alam kong malakas ka, alam kong kakayanin mo naman yan! You're a very strong woman, one of the strongest I know. I'm proud to call you a friend, a comrade, a safe place. Alam ko rin na hindi madali itong gagawin natin pero this is our last hope and I know we will get through this!

Yours eternally,
BLENG

Feb. 14th, 2017

queen, wild's high

Hindi naman tayo mag-asawa

[Huh]

It's as if I can't live without you, nakakagalit, nakakainis, nakakaubos ng lakas perona-accept ko na.

Sabi ko rin hindi na ako magseselos, hindi na ako magagalit, hindi na ako magiging isip bata. Mahirap pala.

I love you pero sana hindi na lang kita nakilala.

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